I was messing around doing nothing one night when my lights blacked out and "The Heretic Anthem" by SlipKnoT(my fav band) started playing but a little distorted like white noise. I tried to go to sleep but every time I shut my eyes, I saw a person with a slit throat. Then my phone magically came on I went OMG! tried to run all the doors were locked. I tried unlocking them I did but I didn't wanna go outside because I saw someone getting tortured but very transparent. I killed myself. This was my father's suicide note, written around the time SlipknoT's "IOWA" came out. Kinda weird cause heretic was on that album.